My Life As A Teenage Robot Porn Story: Torn – Chapter 1

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Torn

by Dark Angel

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She watched the rain drops race down the side of the window,Her usual happy
expression now gone,It had been shattered — Her spirit had been
shattered,About 4 years ago.A deep sigh seemed to finally break through,Her
once cheerful eyes were now blank with no emotion,Just staring at the rain
made her cringe,As if it were the source of her eeriee shook
of the weary feeling,She could hear the loud,booming sound of thunder
stared at the now hard-wood floor,All her memories of her past
seemed to want to come back.

Jenny sighed and stood up,Facing the now empty room had been empty
for the last four years,If it was even possible for Robot’s to shed
tears,Jenny would probably be shedding them right about last bit of
sanity was slowly starting to snap,She had been like this ever since it had
.Wakeman,Tuck,Brad..everyone..they were gone. They dissapeared
those 4 years ago,Now Jenny was left alone.A frown spread across the robot
girl’s face as she sat there on the in-door window cill.

** It’s Easier To Run

Replacing This Pain

With Something Numb

It’s So Much Easier To Go

Than Face All This Pain

All Alone **

Her vision seemed to fade in and out,It would’ve been blurred by tears if
it weren’t for the fact that she was made of shook her head,What
was the use anyway?They were was more could be so
painful? She stared at the floor..If she could cry,She she knew
it was impossible,She knew anything was shut her eyes as the
memories started flooding back,Despite she liked it or not.

** Flash Back **

The sound of glass shattering on the floor could be heard in the wakeman
residence,A baseball landed softly on the carpet.A robotic hand reached
down and plucked the baseball from the carpet,Staring at it with curious
from the shadows,the door swung open to the house.a trembling
little black-haired boy — Tuck stepped into the residence,A fearful look
could be seen on his face. “H-Hello…Is anyone…home?” His voice was a
mere small squeak of looked around nervously,Trying to find the
baseball that he had hit robotic hand reached out from the
shadows,The ball still clutched in it’s to the ball but when he
saw the friendly eyes staring at him from the did the only thing
he knew he could do,He turned and ran from the house screaming.

** End Of Flashback **

A small smile crossed the robot girl’s face,That was the first day and time
she ever met Brad and yet that was just a memory now..Just like
everything else sighed and looked at the floor,Maybe it was time
that she TRIED to find something that would make her happy again,Atleast
maybe for once she could be happy.

** Something has been taken

From Deep inside of me

A secret I’ve kept locked away

No one can ever see

Wounds so deep they never show

They never go away

Like moving pictures in my head

For years and years they’ve played **

Jenny reluctantly stood up from the window-sill,As she didn’t really have a
began to walk,Un-stabley through the wakeman residence,The storm
outside was becoming rather looked around,Only to see a
experiment her “mom” was working on,It was now covered in dust and cob-
webs,It had been abandoned. Jenny felt something deep inside heave,At that
moment another memory came back.

** Flash Back **

sat at that very desk,Working on her latest
seemed to storm in,Angered by the Krust cousins — Brit and Tiff,She was
covered from head to toe in mud because of the trap the two cousins had set
to keep her from going to Don Prima’s mood was deffinatly in the
dumps that day of course was oblivious to the fact of Jenny
standing there in the door-way…

** End Of Flash Back **

Jenny frowned at the memory,It was a mere shadow now — She knew the Krust
Cousins were right when they said she was a metal anger inside
for somereason just welled up,Without much control over her own rage — She
slammed her fist deep into the wall,Drawing up bits of plaster from it. She
felt the heaving sensaition again but she merely ignored it,The pain that
she felt wasn’t as bad as what had happened now.

** If I could change I would

Take back the pain I would

Retrace every wrong move I made I would

If I could

Stand up and take the blame I would

If I could take all the shame to the grave I would **

Jenny growled lowly but she knew it didn’t help,She went back to her old
room..And began pulling out extra pairs of clothes and stuffing them all in
a small bag,What was the use staying here if she didn’t have anyone to talk
to? The fury was nothing comparison to the pain she felt actually
felt the strange feeling again as hot,salty tears began to flow down the
robotic face.

These were REAL tears and this was real pain,She was finally crying..Yet it
didn’t relieve the pressure..Only drove it to be far worse than
tears came down,Staining the bag below her and her clothes but she didn’t
care,The pain was to strong — She couldn’t hold it back.

** It’s easier to run

Replacing this pain with something numb

It’s so much easier to go

Than face all this pain

Here all alone **

There was no such happiness now,Jenny knew wouldn’t provide
much help — Just volunteer to build her stuff,Like would that make her
feel any better? Probably at the pale white wall that was
stripped bare of what it used to be,Could only spark more
that she regretted only made the pain worse — She was
alone and she knew it.

** Sometimes I Remember

The Darkness Of My Past

Bringing Back These Memories

I wish I didn’t have

Sometimes I think of letting go

And never looking back

And never moving forward so

There would never be a past **

Starting to pick up her bag,Jenny took one last glance at her was
going to leave it behind,Just like her yet the pain was so
tears became more and more rapid..She let the bag fall to the
floor,the metal contents of her clothing making a loud clang against the
floor on rage was seething ever so much — She was left alone
and there was nothing she could do.

** If I could change I would

Take back the pain I would

Retrace every wrong move I made I would

If I Could

Stand up and take the blame I would

If I could take all the shame to the grave I would **

Losing complete control of herself and her emotions,Jenny was going into a
utmost rage..Slamming her fists into the wall causing the walls to tremble
against such force..The tears never stopped flowing,Her eyes turning red
from the pain and the tears..She let out a scream as she kicked the bed
sending it crashing to the floor..She threw the dresser to the floor..The
small picture frame,the familier one she used to look at crashed to the
floor…

** Just washing it aside

All of the helplessness inside

Pretending I don’t feel misplaced

Is so much simpler than change **

The sounds of crashing could be heard all the way through the residence,The
room and the house was a total wiped away the remaining
tears,yet others formed behind her was the use anyway?She wasn’t
needed picked up her bag and before she relized why she was
doing rocket-jets turned on and she blasted through the
cieling..Off into the chaotic storm…Maybe to never be seen again.

** Its easier to run

Replacing this pain with something Numb

It’s so much easier to go

Than face all this pain

Here all alone **

The picture frame remained shattered on the floor,The picture was over
Her,..Tuck and Brad..like a family photo. The glass shattered
over the hard-wood floor,Rain-drops now dripping down onto the
photo of a family..That was now lost and would remain lost forever,Never to
be restored…

** Its easier to run

Replacing this pain with something Numb

Its so much easier to go

Than face all this pain

Here all Alone **

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A/N: ::sniffle:: Its so sad..I hope you enjoyed it.

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Disclaimer:

My Life As A Teenage Robot (c) Nickelodeon

Easier To Run (c) Linkin Park

Story (c) Dark Angel