My Life As A Teenage Robot Porn Story: Chains Chapter 5

I grew old, just like everyone else. I didn’t change, but robots did. They got faster, and I looked slower. They got stronger, and now I look weak. They got smarter, and I seem stupid. They got better powers and gadgets, and I look wimpy.

There’s nothing for me to do besides look out the window and watch the world change.

I haven’t seen Sheldon since he was eighty, and in a coffin. Tiff was there, I’ve never actually seen her cry, besides then. I thought she only married Sheldon for the money, but from the way she looked, she really did love him. She’s old and gray and about to die now. Nathaniel is fifty, and age has taken him.

Brad and Sally both died. Sally when she was seventy-nine and Brad when he was seventy-six. Billy is fifty-two, Jenny is fifty, they’re almost like children to me.

Jenny ended up marrying Nathaniel and together they had three children: Paula, Stefani and Mark, the youngest, he was born three years before Brad died. Paula is now engaged, Stefani is four months pregnant and Mark is going through a divorce.

Billy never married, and he didn’t have to. He’s under age’s spell also. I hope he doesn’t regret anything.

I went to my class reunion several years ago. They let me come, even though I didn’t actually graduate.

I found out what happened Brit. She married Don, and one night, after his annual party, they were drunk and driving in the fog and then no one ever saw them again. They had no children.

Tuck never married. We lived together for all this time. I told him he could marry if he wanted to, I would not feel rejected. He told me that he couldn’t marry someone else if he loved me. I wish I could feel the beat of a heart and have it be my own.

I feel bad for them all, I’ll be able to see Brad and Sheldon’s grandchildren and their grandchildren, and watch them grow up. I’ll be able to see them a hundred years from now.

I received many honors for my ten years of service. I’d give up all of them in a second to be human. I’d give up my arms. I’d give up anything. Skin, I want it so bad.

Watching the world outside my window, watching the clouds go by and the birds singing.

I’ve hired every scientist there is, asked him to make me human. None of them can do it. Why I keep asking them to bend the laws of nature I don’t know.

After Tuck dies I’ll be alone. If he had children I could live with them. It’s too late for that though. Too late for so many things.

This is probably the bleakest time of my life, and Vexus has come back. She lands right in my living room.

“What is it?” I say.

She laughs.”XJ9, you’ve grown so old.”

“I wish.”

“It makes me laugh. You are now one of the most worthless robots on the planet. Come to the cluster and get the respect you deserve.”

“Vexus, why do you still bother? I’m over fifty years old, I couldn’t help your cluster any bit and you know it.”

“Robots never grow old!”

“Ain’t it the truth.”

“You must join!”

“Fine. Take me.”

“What?”

“Take me back to your cluster again. I’ll come back in ten years and see that my life has taken a huge turn again. Can’t be any worse.”

She glares.”You said if I come back that you’ll do your worst. You’ve done nothing besides look out that window.”

“The funny thing about the world is that it changes so fast and so quickly. No one ever notices anything changing in the world, but I will. I’ll notice everything. You’ll never see a single thing on this planet change, ever. You’ll never appreciate humans, or study them as I do. You’ll only see robots. The same old ones everyday. I’d choose one human over a thousand robots.”

“You are a robot XJ9!”

I want to cry.”I know, but it hurts.”

“You must come with me! I’m forcing you!”

“Okay.”

“Okay?”

“Just let me write a letter.” I grab a pen and some paper.

To Tuck:

You waited so long for me. A robot who could never give you anything you wanted. I wish I could have done something for you. By the time you see me again…that might never happen.

To Tiff:

You judged me. You hated me. You labeled me. You married the man that loved me. I hope that when you die, you will have all your dreams fullfilled.

To Billy:

Watch your grandnieces and nephews. Never change. Do everything you ever wanted to do. I first saw you when you were two. Never in a million years had I thought you would end up as you did.

To Nathaniel and Jennifer Lee:

Love and let love. You have your first grandchild coming. Please make sure she has all the love she needs.

To Paula:

Get married and be with the one you love forever.

To Stefani:

I watched you grow up. Now you watch your child grow up.

To Mark:

It is better to have loved and lost. Take it from someone who has.

“I’m ready, Vexus.”

She grabs my arms and starts flying me to the Cluster planet. “Why aren’t you trying to fly away?”

“I can’t. I never fixed my rockets since you broke them the last time. Mom always did my repairs.”

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Trapped in the cluster again. It has to have been five years since I came here. I don’t know how long I’ll be here. In a way, I don’t feel any different. Except this time, there’s a hole in the ceiling and I can see the stars every night. So maybe there’s a little hope.

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This was originally supposed to be the last chapter, but I feel bad for not updating for a week. It’s not my fault, I had no internet access because our computer was getting fixed. Anyway, I’m making the story between 8-10 chapters long now. so, yeah…